Tuesday, November 24, 2009

a New Life

FOR A NEW START!!
changed the layout for my blog
finally!! wrote description about myself and displayed it over here..
..after so long i hv been using this blog cz i dono what to write..it seems like i dono whats about me to write on..
changed from 'the life lead by kara' --> 'new life lead by kara'
and i even changed my profile pic to 2 lil cuties ^-^...

is back to a life she should be long time ago..after the camp that has really touch her n change her..she is still learning...one day she will be different..hope for that day to come..

this is what i wrote in my fb..
i wana live on life with God, a new life!!
a new life where i am still learning, accept my mistakes and i am still changing
as what my friend said earlier, transformation of christians are gradual, not immediate
ya,its true, it changes me part by part...
wana live my life to fullest everyday!! thats gona be a promise to be done..for myself..



went back last weekend..too bad..the time was so short..i can only meet up with Khanchna, a buddy i knew from secondary sch...
we went to times square..khanchna, my mom and i...
then only i realized that both our moms know each other...aiyoyo..swt...
well...suppose to use the GSC ticket i got from cf camp..but...forgotten abt it totally when i was paying.. cz my mind was full of: oh oh..there is not enough seats for movie 2012,how how?...
at last we decided to get ticket for A Christmas Carol at 9pm
after we have paid for our tickets..it is just 6 somehting..so we went to Gasoline to have our dinner...

this was the first time i heard the full story of my birth from my mom...through our conversation..
i believe a lot of my friends know that i was a prematured baby..i was born only at 6 months plus...i was so tiny as my body size was only the size of an adult's hand palm...my arm was only the size of my mom's thumb...
when i was a baby...i faced situations that can actually took my life...i cant imagine how i have been through all that and live on a life as it is now...all the blessings shown by God...
i cant imagine how much sufferings, difficulties and courage (for having such a tiny baby and raised me up til now)..everything that my grandmas, my parents had done for me since my birth..they are Great!! Thanks God that i am alive til now and live on healthily...God, please bless my grandmothers and my parents, bless so that they will live on healthily. In Jesus name i pray, Amen.

then, went for breakfast with Khanchna the next day at Shiok Cafe, YMCA...
i was late...real late..sorry ya buddy...
the breakfast was great...i had fries!!...haha..i love fries lo...i just love those unhealthly food....alamak..oh oh...(need to change this bad habit too..hehe)
we snapped pics...can check them out at my fb photos...
lovely buddy...c u soon when i m back!!..


as for today
went and "scared" Shirley...hahaha
well..its a surprise bday party for her..
at first it was just a plan by wendy,prisca n i..just the three of us..
then i met kah yee at new town...
at last 2 gang of us..'pakat' together...hehe
scarying shirley ---> it was a success!! hahahhaha
she was so so shocked!!
hope that u enjoyed the surprise party lo...
i am not good at praying..hope u dont mind...
Happy Birthday Gal!!! wish for all the best for you and may all ur wishes come true!!
God bless you...

thats all now...update when i m free next time...kinda late now..sleepy...tata..



Thursday, November 5, 2009

recently

in the process of changing
change.....just a little or a lot??
maybe u will realize it after seeing me in the future...
guess i wil be changing my email add...erm...for a new start...still thinking abt it...



starting from this sem,
i have been like:
1. happy!!
2. crazy!!
3. making mistakes!!!!!

more greetings with smile on my face lo...its great..sometimes..i may have other emotions, other things i have been worrying abt....so that y i am not smilling lo...sorry for that...
with smiles on my face...
it means that i am happy ^^
n it is right down from the heart... i can feel it inside lo...haha

being some sort of crazy these few days too!
think my frens around me realize abt it too
especially when i am talking through phone
all sorts of crazy ideas, words lah..bla bla bla...came out...
my frens..kinda swt too...paiseh lo...u all gona tahan my "craziness"...
its kinda fun too rite?
being crazy for some time
n spread those craziness around...hehe..
don ask me why...i m just getting crazy!! hahahaha

but,
another thing happened too... mistakes!!
careless, unthoughtful,totally blur...
haiz...i realize the mistakes i made only after that...swt lo...haiz...
gona tel myself dont make those mistakes again..n don make new mistakes too...
wonder i can do it not...being so careless these few days...



having mid term for Pengajian Malaysia later at 2pm...
gona cont study now
stop my "laziness" edi...
good luck for those who are having exams too!!


Wednesday, November 4, 2009

HAppy HAppy mood!!

HAppy after hearing the news
its a good news!! Thx God!!

* to a great friend of mine:
i am so HAppy for you after hearing the good news!!
its a GOOD NEWS!! yeay!!
after everything you have been through..i cant imagine though..i hv no idea..
i am glad that this has happen, 雨过天晴咯!!
i am also HAppy for another reason too, u call me just to tell me lo..i din expect that..haha
i m so touched..i tot who was that lo..
HAppy again

(i seem a bit crazy edi..haha..hope u dont mind that..)

really gona work much more harder in the future ya...
take care, girl...
good luck & all the best in everything u r doing or pursuing..




Monday, November 2, 2009

RIP

今早翻开报纸
看见的新闻是
3个金宝拉曼大学生去瀑布
被洪水冲走,去世了

相信很多人都很难相信
尤其是他们的家人和朋友

although i dont know any of you
may you all rest in peace
你们永远会在家人和朋友心中。。。

生命
可以如此短暂
也许这一刻
你还看得见对方
跟对方谈天,说笑话
下一刻
却是永别了

我们都要珍惜
现在的每分每秒
每个人
每件事

要好好照顾自己和注意安全!!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Please...

i wanted to help so badly!!
do you need my help?
if yes, what can i do?
besides being by your side, support you, pray for you,
there is nothing else i can do..
i felt myself being so helpless..
i cant even bring more happiness to friends around me
i can see that
they are facing stress, difficulties, problems,
and yet i cannot do anything to fix it!!

is there any way i can help out?
how can i help you??
i cannot do anything
the only option is just wait
wait til the time comes and reveal everything..
hope my prayer will be answered
i want to hear about good news!
let me hear it please..

Sunday, October 25, 2009

first week of Y2S3

Finally, the short sem is here
had 2 trips in last sem break: cf camp n one-day-trip to ipoh & cameron

The first week of Y2S3
it was like....wow!!
full of "bombs"!!
and we have only 7 weeks...but it seems like we r havin 14 weeks....

E-commerce:
Wk2: Grp presentation
Wk3: Mid term
Assignment due

International Marketing:
Wk3: Oral Presentation
Wk4: Mid term

Pengajian Malaysia:
Wk3: Ujian 1
dono-when: Ujian 2
Wk5: Tugasan

as you can see
bz bz weeks ahead

had wonderful moments this week,
celebrate YKH's bday & TKD club BBQ party!
steambot, grill, bbq
gona lost my voice real soon...

and
the total big mistake i hv done
i lost the doc my grp has been working on for 3 hrs!!!
cry....cant recover it...tried so so many ways...yet...cant recover...
so the final story: i lost the doc...gona re-do....
sorry guys....
i din extract and save properly...
nvr repeat this mistake again!!

ok...gona start doing now....bye...